BOYs IN love

Look at them! Aren't they SWEET?! God I want to DIE!!!

I do not know if this is a pre-Valentine sickness or what kind of shit but I really don't feel good about these. But it's fun anyways!

I just feel like posting this fucking quiz that I got somewhere in DOWNELINK. This is like a masochistic ecstasy on my end . . . . torturing my self with thoughts of love and all those CRAP:

1. are u serious wen it comes to relationships?

ummmmm. yes. (discount the fact that I haven't had a relationship for the past 6 years) Wait a minute! I dont even know what "serious" means these days!?

2. are you afraid of commitments?

no . . . i guess commitment is afraid of me

3. are u a risk taker?

yes . . . i'm the absolute adventurer / gambler / I could trade anything for a much higher price!

4. wat can u say abt. long distance relationships?

it really wouldn't work knowing how carnal most people are nowadays.

5. can u luv a person hu doesnt love u?

whoah! been there! did that! actually, most of the people the I have loved for the past years didn't love me ... as in.

6. do actions speak louder than words?

absolutely. (though sometimes, there are good actors out there) We can put it this way: Actions can lie better than words!

7. hav u felt/found true love?

yes. and it hurts! I found it! It left me! Ummmmm. Are true loves bound to be forever? Naaah, I don't think so . . . not all true love are forever.

8. how can u say that a person luvs you?

I haven't felt that yet. there's no way of me knowing if a person already luvs me.

9. are you good in handling relationships?

ummmmm . . . . . i can try. (Uso pa ba 'yon?) I am fragile! I should be handled with extra CARE!

10. willing to give everything?

nooooooooooo. i wouldn't dare give 100 % of me to anyone.

11. best thing uve learned from loving?

the feeling of hurt and desperation of an unloved is like an opium. sweet . serene . gruesome . yet . addictive.

12. do u demand ur luv1 to change into someone that pleases u?

well . if there is a certain change that he really needs to do for his own benefit / why not? but when it comes to petty / shallow / superficial things . . . i would rather not.

13. wud u let go of some1 u love?

im still trying. but sabi nga ni eco, once you let go, there would no longer be desperation and sorrow. without desperation and sorrow, there's no love. Actually, that's the most exciting and sensational when it comes to LOVE: the challenge and feeling of longingness and hopelessness.

14. are u a one man-man & vice versa type of person?

well. not yet. (Is monogamy still in trend?)

15. is sex important in a relationship?

absolutely! do I need to expound? I guess no.

16. how do u express ur luv to sm1?

i would confront him and tell him how I really abhor his personality.

17. wat is the major reason of a break up?

i'm insane!

18. most important ingredient in a relationship? ::

TRUST (condoms)

19. ever regret loving someone?

no. i would never regret love . it's an addiction (as I've made decidedly clear)

20. one thing u hate abt love?

mushy things . . . constant machinations of the superficial . . . . . ewwwww.

21. one thing u like about love?

being able to learn the dark side of human beings / and being able to like it in the end.

22. worst thing u did to a loved one?

making him learn more about himself.

23. are you in love?

well ...... i think I am in love because if not, I wouldn't lift a finger to answer this fucking survey

24. are you a hopeless romantic?

OOHHHHH YES! What can I say, I like the feeling better than the real thang!

25. do you get tired of loving ?

I guess, I will not.

29. who has changed your view about loving?

Baz Luhrman, "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return". I realized how pathetic I was.

I committed suicide.

I failed.

Dang!

(Better luck next time Melch!)